Monday 10 September 2012

life

exam finish..diploma finish...
i hope i can pass all my subject and graduated...
i already try my best....
BEC and BA marker pls mark until i pass get 50 mark....
my dear god pls bless me.....
i will working hard to make my dream come true....
friends..i miss u all...i miss study life...but i dun like study and exam...i just miss the life.....i miss kl life although i dun like kl....
gambateh!!!

next!!!!!
charity run for kidney 2012 is officially done and success!
time really pass so fast...
we prepare for few month but just 1 day and the day pass so fast..
on that day really so so so busy....
and until i was lost control..doing somethings shy...
shit!!!!
i am so weak!!!!
but haha~~it is pass~~just forget it...
thanks very much for those who come and support me....
thanks all the committee...
thanks for the bao rong..sry for if i done any mistake..
aiyo..so sad..gt many ppl din take dao pic with them..
wuwuwuwuwuwu....
stil gt chances~~XDXD

last!!!
gambateh for my following life....
i wan to get a good job....
i wan to make my dream come true...
i wan be a strong ppl...
i wan to make my family feel proud....
i wan to have a bf after all my things settle...
i wan to have a gui lou...
 i wan to go many many place for trip....
i can do it...trust myself....

hope everyone beside me are happy, healthy and lucky..
<3 <3 <3


Tuesday 17 July 2012

what fXXX life of jun & july

really an unlucky and bad jun and july......
jun pass edi and tot july will be good for me but!!!!
mana tau july more bad!!!!!
yyyyy????
done wat also not successful!!!
done wat or say wat also is wrong!!!!
pls fast fast pass.....
i hate it so much.......
stil gt half month to go....
how i am going to survive????
shit!!!!!!
really feel to scold rude word!!!!!!
when need someone....no 1 will appear in front of u!!!!!
and the most best of friends.....keep in heart i noe wat happen can edi!!!!!
really feel so stress!!!!!
really kl is more happy and enjoy than back klang....
i think i need to bck kl less come bck klg edi....
my kl life stil left few month....
i need to enjoy my last kl life more more more with all my kl friends....
at here even my best best friends also will not noe wat my feeling....
feel sad and disappointed.....
i think is my problem.......
please sum chuey san....
dun be so childish anymore!!!
dun be so overbearing anymore!!!!
if not the ppl beside u will getting less and less!!!!!
sad and sad and sad!!!!

exam coming soon....
what should i need to do???
study hard???ply less??? stop fb???stil gt wat???
all also need stop.....
this is the most important sem for me.....
i must study hard and work hard....

god pls bless me after today wat i do also successful...
pls dun gv me so many ordeal.....
i just want a normal and happy life with no trouble and no sadness...
pls.....
pls bless my luck faster come bck.....
pls bless me pass all my 6 subject.....
pls....
i swear i will done well and be a good girl......

Sunday 17 June 2012

.............................................................

i really feel so sad so stress and disappointed recently......
too many ppl do alot of thing that make like that......
i am human................
i am a very sensitive ppl.......
once u do it to me i will remember.......
i will not ask u help me anymore...............
feel to find someone to 依靠......
i am really so so so tired................
feel to leave alone and find a place no 1 noe me!!!!!
leave alone................
i wan alone............
i feel emo..............
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha.............
no 1 will noe my lonely behind the happiness.............
no 1 will understand me............
='(
human is selfish.....................
all care about themselve.............
even me too................

Thursday 14 June 2012

secret garden

long long long time din come here edi....
in a month i really done alot of things....

first....
pcc birthday surprise....haha...really surprise dao he!!!!yes!!!!
i am so happy because hahaha.......
then bring pcc out and celebrate his birthday again...
hapi birthday to u again~~~fast fast find gf la..always hv a best luck and get good result in your exam


7th youth camp finally done....
i feel happy and proud that wat i do wat i get and everyone also like it.....
and i knew alot of small age friends....gain alot of experience....
hahahaha........feel that i am really old....
come and see my pic pic....
i like this so much~~bcos i am white~~haha
i am rice girl~~~
 curi makan kena tangkap~~@@
loong and me
 pcc and me
 justin and me
 we are hero~~^^
3 san san
 committee =D
 we all=D
hahaha~~i am not short i am fun size~~haha

sososo sad~~take so less pic~~~~
hope next time i will get a quality camera then i can bring my camera to everywhere........

next next next......
sure is pa pa zao with my 2 dear 3gong and 6po la.....
first time the only 3 of us go sing k.....
we enjoy so so much....
hahaha....
haha...we fight for so many song....we scream and laugh together^^


b4 going setia alam pasar malam....

hahaha~~~besides~~~
going out and crazy with my kl 想你噢......BFF....


last....the most sad things..../.\.....
hand terkiap inside the car door....
and i dunnoe wat is the reason i will put my hand at there also lol...
when the moment i take out my hand!!!!
it is pain till the deep!!!!
but i din cry!!!lol
until walk into the shop!!!!!
the pain really killing me until my tear almost drop!!!!
but last i keep it bck!!!
bcos i can feel that my friend was so so kui jiu...
so i must tahan!!!!and cnt make all the ppl mood down!!!!
hahaha!!!!tahan tahan tahan!!!!
when i walk into my house!!!!
my dear was drop and can't stop at all....
it is really very pain until i whole nite cnt slp......
never ever so pain b4....even i after surgery i also din so pain.....
until the next morning go and see doctor....
the doctor help me put out the black blood....
that time i almost pain until pengsan and cry again...
lolz...y i am so so weak!!!!
just a finger only leh!!!!!
isssh~~~rfrfrfrf~~~sum chuey san so shy!!!!!
this is the signal to call me less go out!!!!

just finish my 2 mid-term test!!!!1 get bulshit mark 1 get haha satisfied mark....
gambateh....dun go out so much......if not u cnt graduate....
pls study more....work hard....ply less....
after this sem u can ply until u like....no 1 will peduli me!!!!hahaha....
aza!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wan convo i wan convo!!!!

i feel so xin fu and happy bcos i gt alot of friends that love me and care me so much......
when i am having problem u all sure is the no 1 person that come and help me!!!!
cc and ling!!!!thx for u all always come fetch me out....
ck,soon hong, yini,zhi wei,aaron,elisa and all the ppl who always come and bring me!!!
i will gambateh and improve my driving skill then next time until i come and fetch u all edi!!!!
really thxthxthx u all~~~

daddy mummy jie jie mei mei di di!!!!i love u all the most!!!!!
thank for u all love me and care me^^

Tuesday 15 May 2012

时间过得真快

haiz~~~~~
时间真的过得很快~~~剩下几个月就毕业了~~~
朋友们都忙着要继续读~~~出国~~~还是出来做工呢!!!
真烦恼!!!!
超不喜欢这样的感觉!!!
今天学校来了一位英国学校的代表~~~
跟我们讲解了出国留学的东西~~~
只要去英国一年我就可以拿到degree的文凭~~~
可是学费呢!!!
至少要有80千!!!!
haiz!!!!
没那么多钱!!!
只能心痒痒!!!
一直在想如果我是有钱人就好!!!
如果我爸爸中万字就好!!!
可是是不可能的!!!
真想出国留学!!!
haiz!!!!
就让我在梦里做做白日梦吧!!!
哈哈哈哈!!!
现在先搞好最后一个学期吧!!!
然后在想我到底要的是什么!
加油!!!


我又在放弃了。。。。。。
一次又一次的失败。。。。
我真失败。。。
不是你的就不是你的。。。。
总有一天我会找到属于我的。。。。

Tuesday 1 May 2012

start new sem~~~

my holiday is end~~~~
but i am giving myself few days more holiday~~~
hahahahahaha~~~~
lazy lazy bum bum!!!!
left 2 day~~~my result is coming out!!!!!
i am so so so so scare and nervous!!!!
bcos this result are important to me whether i can successful graduated or not!!!
god pls bless me!!!!i must pass all!!!!
if not i am going to die!!!!
god hope u can see wat i do!!!
i really really done very hard for this exam!!!!
i hope wat i do i can actually get wat i wan!!!!
i just hope i can pass all!!!!
nothing more!!!!!

this sem is the final sem for me!!!!
i must study and work hard!!!!
i promises myself!!!!
pls dun so ka hui!!!!
keep go out and out!!
I must study hard!!!
done well in mid-term!!!!
done well in presentation!!!!
done well in assignment!!!!
and last!!!!
done well in examination!!!!!

finish charging my power!!!!
i am full of energy!!!
wat i did must is the best!!!!
will not so early gv ppl look down!!!
who i am!!!
XDXDXD
aza!!!!!fighting again!!!!!

 this holiday really make me feel so boring!!!
bcos almost the time i also stay at home!!!!
just go 1 trips only~~~that is melaka!!!



next!!!!finally we hv ji mui gathering!!!!
elisa, pcc, zhi wei, hui ling, say yen and me!!!
left 1 say ling!!!sad!!!!
hahaha~~what we do that day~~~haha~~
go out yam cha and supper!!!!

next!!!! we going back hui ling house!!!!
we overnite!!!ss-ing!!!!gossip-ing!!!!
non-stop!!!!
until the next day morning!!!
 
wow!!!
we really so geng!!!!
gt so many things to talk until cnt finish!!!lolx!!!!
keep laugh here and there!!!
fuck here and there!!!!


pic pic take by pcc!!!
like it so much!!!
hahaha!!!

hope we can 7 together like that again!!!!
but dun too over!!!
bcos it meke my sound 1 week become an old man!!!
lol!!!
love u all so much!!!!
BFF!!!!

i hope that no matter how we busy!!!
we also will contact to each other!!!
and our relationship wil get long long and long!!!!!

lastly~~~~
every times!!!!
i am going to give up somethings!!!!
but end up!!!!
that is some surprise for me!!!!
haiz!!!!!
what can i do!!!!
confuse!!!!
do not noe wat to do!!!!